Under the cloth, she explained, the model was almost frightingly realistic. I thought about my loyalty, and did oddly not have a hard-on dispite the e...citing new situation. There I was, eyes closed, not knowing who was inquiring about my body. I did my best not to move a millimeter, something I was well trained in from my days at the theater. The other voice, and now that it came closer it was familiar, asked if she could feel it. The owner was very reluctant, but could not deny one of her best. That way, things arestraightforward, and there is no room for confusion concerning actions,attitudes, beliefs, feelings, personal identity, social expectations,roles, and a thousand other areas related to individual and collectiveexistence and behavior. Life is hard enough when the rules are clear.Shemales threaten the definitions, understandings, and riles that notonly regulate behavior but also allow meaning.Why, then, the question persists, do some people (mostly men, it seems)find shemales. Mummy ne wapas ake mujhe guest room me blanket rakhne ko bola maine pucha koi aane wala hai kya to unhone kha ki didi aaj yhi soyengi me to khush ho gya ki aaj acha chance milega aaj KLPD se shayad bach jayenge.Thodi der bad didi aayi aur mummy ne unhe guest room dikhaya aur so jane ko bola. Kuch der bad sabke so jane ke bad me guest room ki taraf gya to light jal rhi thi me seedha ander chala gya aur didi ko dekha to wo ro rhi thi maine poocha kya hua kyu ro rhi ho to boli ki main dadi ke. Few weeks hain. Zara aaoo. Daikhain khaeen soojha tau nahi hai.”Uss ne suntey hi jaldi se merey pass aaker apni gaand khool ker mujhey dikhaii.Mein uski gaand ko daikhta hi raha.“meri jaan . Thumari gaand tau mujhey kahrahi hai. Ke meri gaand mein apna bara sa Laura dall ker thanda karain. Kewn Mahboob mein kia karoon.”Mahboob ne kaha“wahi karain . Jo aapko meri gaand kahrahi hai.”Itna sunna tha mein apne kaprey utarey aur nanga hoker sofey per baith gaya. Aur Mahboob ko kaha“chalo meri Rani..