This became the center of her universe, as the tv took up less time and the baths took up a little more of the time. She hated to admit it but there w...s really also something that was vaguely comforting about knowing where she was at, she at least knew that she was a failure. She had that to count on, and reckoned that there were no extra surprises to be had in that direction. She had stopped looking in the mirror also. During those first days, after ‘the Ultimate John’ was gone, she’d spent. .tryi was getting drunk and wanted to smoke with him real badwhen the night end I waited outside nervous smoking a cigarette and it became evident i was going to be on my knees trying it when I saw one of the girl he was with pass by me she smile and look at me''enjoy it Mike is a nice guy, he loves white guy''i was speechless she was imitating her sucking a cock , looking at me look awayshe giggle and leftMike got out''sorry shes a good friend she....well she knows''i walk silent to his pickup. “Now a boy!” Amy cheered, and all eyes turned to me. “Okay,” I laughed. “Simon, look away.” He averted his gaze as I stood up on the bench and lowered my suit, exposing my erection for all the girls to see at once. Thanks to the cold mountain air, steam actually rose from the shaft. It was an unexpected thrill, my penis being the center of attention like that. While I stood there, Amy reached out and gave my cock a good, solid squeeze. “It’s been too long since I’ve had one of these,” she. She knew deep down that these test results were not a fair reflection of her passion and abilities.Continuing to process her lackluster test results, Lucy slumped against the wall near a drinking fountain and sank to the floor. Maybe this wasn't what she was meant to be doing with her life. Maybe she was wasting her time trying to achieve these lofty goals. As the pessimistic thoughts were coursing through Lucy's head, a voice snapped her out of her dismal daydreaming."Hey, Luce!"Lucy.