My sense of self-identity was shattered as I instinctively felt the bump between my legs. It's not what I thought it was. I used to be proud of it, ...iterally moments ago. I dreamed of the day a girl would be with me, she'd see and exclaim how cute it was, and then lap it up like an ice cream cone. What a delusional fool I had been. No sane woman would do anything but laugh. "Now you understand," he declared."Now I understand," I replied in total dejection.The crazy thing is that this all. Surely this must be the dark god we have been sent to fetch, Great Spear thought, his own shaft engorging and twitching as he watched the dark man dominating the white man. The warrior was sent into mixed emotions. When he’d been sent by Mighty Rapids he knew that Pony Boy’s initiation was close to hand. After being initiated, Pony Boy, under a newly minted warrior’s name, would be turned over to Great Spear to train and plow for four years. Pony Boy caused Great Spear’s shaft to harden each. Sicherlich hatte es ein paar Liebeleien in der Schule und an der Uni gegeben, aber nichts von Dauer. Und nun saß sie hier in der Runde der Abteilungsleiter, um sich der mittleren Führungsebene des Rathauses vorzustellen. Die sieben Herren mittleren Alters, mehrheitlich um die fünfzig Jahre alt, lagen einige Gehaltsgruppen unter der Neuen, hatten ihre jeweiligen Posten aber in der Regel bereits seit Jahren wenn nicht Jahrzehnten inne und herrschten in ihren jeweiligen Fachbereichen wie kleine. He wants to fuck you in our bed? Great! He wants to stomp around here like he owns the place? Super. You want to go to swinger parties with him? Swell! I just don’t care anymore. If he’s here though, I’m not. I mean like ever. I’ll pack tonight and tomorrow and be out before you get home. I don’t want anything to do with him. You belong to him now. I might as well get real about what that means because you’re just gonna keep hurting me.”I got up out of my chair and she put her hands on my.