I wasn’t able to fuck you last night because you were just a little to busy but I can’t wait until I see you cause I got myself a new larger strap...n and I can’t wait to use it on you.” I had a raging hard on I asked, “What now honey?”There was a pause as the effect of the pills began to take effect. I asked, “I thought those pills were safe to take honey I’m starting to space out again.” She said, “Don’t worry it won’t be like last night you’ll just get real high is all. Now as for what’s next. Blindfolded, I had no idea what he was going to do but the sound of the canecutting the air gave me a brief warning just before it slapped down on my breasts.I moaned, the pain shooting through my bare tits. He chuckled and screwed thenipple clamps to my nipples, crushing them. Then he went to work whipping mybreasts and occasionally amusing himself trying to whip off the clips. Thiswent on for several minutes as I moaned and screamed behind the gag. I couldnot pull away and I could not see him. It could not, as Zeus had suggested, be 'turned off' even if I wanted to. Like it or not, I would continue to have pseudo-emotional periods. I have decided to use terms like "cavalier handling" instead of "theft" in an attempt to preclude any further pseudo-emotional outbursts, as they disturbed me greatly. I wonder if the words I use in my logs or in conversation will dampen my strong feelings about this horrendously wrong way of dealing with Native People.My research also uncovered hundreds. I'm not sure what i want right now."I decided that I need to be a good friend to her, so I sent, "Sure, I'd love to. May I bring my swimming trunks? ^-^"."you're such a kid. sure, maybe we can have a swim after dinner". I didn't know how, but I could sense her mood had improved with that reply."OK, I'll see you at 8?" sure, bring some booze though. i'm thinking of getting plastered."Laughing inwardly, I recalled that Sue had a very low alcoholic tolerance and it wouldn't take much at all to get.