She saw his beady little eyes rake up and down over her body with blatant lewdness, and her belly began to churn like a whirlpool. And then she saw th... twisted, lewd grins on Mickey Hagen's face, and the similar one the Gerber boy wore, and she sensed the blood draining from her face. Even as she looked at them, Knuckles Gerber leaned over and whispered something to Mickey, and they body broke out into a meaningful series of suggestive snickers that brought the blood roaring back to her cheeks. We had been away from my father for the last 3 and a half years because it was more convenient with relatives around. He used to live out of town and whenever he came, there would be fights. Some days were very difficult. I remember being drawn to her and wanting to comfort her. Maybe she felt the same too.Even before that, I have some memories of her playing with me with the other hand while she breastfed my younger brother. Some memories of her comforting me because I had peed myself in the. And he come to my moms boobs there he press with his hand and say it so soft my dear laitha. And he starts to unhook my moms say no do this pls leave me but he unhook first hook of laitha and he unhooked all the hook and she wear black bra to her boobs its nice to see that time so pressed on the bra and he starts to kiss in her neck and starts to go down and reach my mom laitha stomach there he give kiss my mom got mood this time because 15min he doing for my mom . Now my mom say ah.. Uh..And. I was ashamed of my thoughts towards my sister-in-law. I told Kateabout this fantasy, but not anybody else, nor would I ever initiatesuch action.The day finally came for my op, Kate and my mum accompanied me to theclinic. By that time I'd read all I could and watched videosrepeatedly. I knew every cut and snip off by heart, but no amount ofreading prepared me for how much pain I would be in after the op. Thenurses were wonderful, giving me painkillers, instructing me how tocare for my post op.