I went home on leave after basic. I told my family about the hurt and the letter. I saw Emily often but never spoke to her. A couple of times I watche... her start towards me but when she did I just turned away.I completed more than two years of my three-year enlistment when I was injured in a training accident and after rehabbing to the army’s satisfaction, was given a medical discharge. I was hurt when the truck I was in was hit by a drunk officer on the base. The officer was killed, the truck. Suddenly she stopped reading and looked over the sheaf of papers at me. I could see my own lust in those round brown German eyes. She licked her lips and then whispered, just loudly enough for me to hear, “Damn you know how to write what turns me on.” I smiled at her and said, “The difference is, this all happened. Those are the genesis of my sexual development and learning, though I continue to hunger for more every day when I wake up.” Her eyes did not leave me for a moment. Then she. Several hours later, they all got up and assembled for what they thought of as lunch.Zarka reported that the Russian military was gone. A fresh storm had come in, in that morning. As soon as it had blown in over the hanger, they had left.Raina asked, “Hey Zarka, can you locate our ATC?”“Yes, they didn’t find it. One team came close, but the snow started falling, and they headed back here, why?”“Will it fit in the cargo hold?”“Yes, there is more than enough room. We can pick it up for you. It is. I just wanted to talk to you.* *I want to get you checked by a doctor.* I cant take this anymore. *Ive not taken any tablets Byron. I just wanted to talk to you.* He is furious now: *What? I cant fucking believe you. You cant do that to people Rachel.* Im crying now. I want this to end. *I know. Im sorry. I was just confused. *** (GROWTH) I was always scared of being alone. Maybe it was something to do with that whole single parent family thing. I dont know (they blame every fucking thing on.