Another moan escaped my lips as he left the tip in and rubbed my ass cheeks giving them a light slap. God I loved the way this man handled me. Grabbin... my hips he slowly pushed more of himself into me. I let out a little girlish moan as I felt him bottom out inside me. “There’s the girl I was waiting for,” he said as he pulled back and slowly drove in me again. I couldn’t believe how great it felt. The fullness and the warmth, it was complete ecstasy to me, and I was in heaven. He started to. I wish I remember more of it, to be honest; it felt like a rehearsal,but with people watching. There were barely twenty of them, but it wasenough. We made mistakes; I sang off-key, and my guitar strap bouncedout of it's stud at one point, and I had to play the rest of the songcrouching on the floor, but we managed to make it work. We played ourfive songs, and then swaggered off stage. I was shaking, manic withglee, I hugged Susie to steady both of our nerves. Some guy told us hethought we were. The only problem is that there is a letdown when thehormones wear off later in the week and my male testosterone begins tobalance the female hormones out. Then I just feel a bit flat and getprone to depression. I have talked with Helen about this and she isconsidering whether or not to provide me with two doses a week, althoughthey would initially be weaker but would have a more cumulative effect.Unfortunately that would take away the rush I get on the weekends, whichis the part I am addicted. At that point I didn’t have an attraction to other girls for sex, and didn’t really understand why Mam would be doing that with Laura, but I couldn’t fault her for it eitherChapter Five – The Saddest Day of My Young Life and the Funeral Life seemed to be complicated and hectic sometimes, with me fucking Kyle and having oral sex with Grandpa. I was having some kind of sexual activity almost every day, at the same time Kyle was fucking Mam and Lisa, with neither of them aware that I knew, and.