” “Let me think about it. It is very tempting but it would be a huge step for me.” We then went out for supper. She was a vegetarian; she did, h...wever, eat fish. I am the meat and potatoes type. We ended at Legal Sea Food, a good upscale seafood restaurant, which also did a nice filet mignon. Over supper we talked about our respective losses, what they meant to us, and how we were or were not coping. Both of us ended up teary-eyed. It was a very cathartic experience. I had not talked to anyone. He told me to masturbate right before the exam so when I feel your sexual organs I wont become aroused. You just happened to be in range, I sorry.MOM: How could your old mother get you so excited? Look at me. I'm old and fat. SON: YOU ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND ANY MAN WOULD WANT YOU!MOM: but your my son for crying out loud. SON: MOM DONT MAKE ME CALL DOCTOR LEE> HE IS DOING US A HUGE FUCKING FAVOR!MOM: I TOLD YOU THAT I DONT LIKE YOUR CHOICE OF WORDS!!!SON: Lets just get on with the exam.MOM: what. ”“Oh. Why?”“I’d like to show it off.”“Okay.”Tim counted out some more money and handed it over to Benny. “Payday.”“How much?”“A hundred just like we discussed.” He counted out a hundred more and put it in his pocket.Cathy said, “You paid us a hundred and seventy five dollars, and you only paid yourselves a hundred?”“Don’t worry. We’ll be paying ourselves a lot more than that, later this year.”Looking sheepish, Benny said, “Last year we thought we were limited to earning seven hundred fifty. But that tension that hits the head, the desire for the fuck in itself is always stronger.I got ready and headed for the promenade. Since this town is not a tourist center, although at the end of 7 months there were not many people on the promenade. The smell of the sea, the sound of crickets just relaxes the man and from here I can see someone on a bicycle approaching in my direction. My heart starts beating more and more. After he came very close I just said in a slightly higher tone of voice.