Anyway, I wasn't the only one who didn't hit. We took our first loss, 6-1. Davey Hooks homered in the fifth for our lone run, but that was about it fo... the Oriole offense on Friday.I had seen -- from a distance -- the infamous Toby Marr in the clubhouse, before and after the game. He had made no moves in my direction and I had given him a wide berth. I was gratified to see that he had a visible fat lip.I wondered whether I could actually take him in a fair fight. Probably not.But maybe. He was,. Exhausted but chuffed. In this setting you think you should be disgusted and appalled but realise instead you’re feeling pretty good… and still horny… Dammit!! You’re the only one who hasn’t been satisfied. Looking around you can’t see anyone in any state to help remedy that either.Xavier struggles to get himself up, looks around the dishevelled group. “Tea or coffee anyone?” How quickly banality returns. Everyone orders. For a moment nobody has anything to say. There’s a moment of awkward. ‘Oh by the way,’ I started casually. She looked up. ‘Bloody hell Emms….. but you really are SO cute and sexy when you are angry!’ I laughed. I made a bolt for the stairs but she must have been jet propelled because just as I stepped off the bottom riser she smashed bodily into my back, spinning me round and trapping me against the closed door at the bottom. We were both breathless and I was weak with laughing. ‘Fuck you, Jamie Riley!’ she hissed at me, I wasn’t sure if she was angry, upset or. We always tell each other what we think. Even sexually. If she sees a good looking guy she says so. If I see a hot chick I look. I noticed our Married friends were different around each other than they were when alone. I told her when we started that I want a mate that I don't have to hide anything from. I want to know who she truly is inside and I want her to know me the same way. I want to be the same me all the time. I am the same around my friends as I am around my wife. I also want to.