"It is as if I am addicted to what pain does for me." She paused and then said with a dreamy smile. "It makes me wet. It makes me happy. It makes m... feel alive." Then her face lost all expression and her voice went totally flat as she continued, "But like any other drug, there are side effects. I build up a tolerance or something. It takes more and more pain to take me to the point of pain-pleasure. And once the built up tolerance gets to a certain point, I start losing the ability to. This was Wednesday, so what I had would have to last me till then. Maybe I could talk Denise out of some gas money till Friday.I finally got home at 8:30. I was tired, and I was angry. I was all kinds of things, but I was mainly dead inside. I played with the kids since they were still up, while Denise warmed me some leftover mac and cheese that the rest of them had for supper. I told Denise that I had pulled something in my groin and had to go to the doctor for some pills. Gary gave me a pill. She moaned, "Ohhh yeah, yeah." Penny shifted on my shoulders and leaned into Carol and kissed her deeply. Jim couldn't see what was going and pulled back to see what his wife was doing to elicit Carol's moaning. Penny leaned forward to get to Carol and it tipped me over. I fell onto Jim and Carol and we all went under the water. When I came up I took Carol into my arms. Carol's and Penny's nipples were erect and Jim and I had semi hard-ons. We all looked at each other and smiled. I told. “Hey dad, you're home early.” “Yeah, I only had one client today, looks to be a big payoff if I can reel him in.” “Perfect timing, I could use a few hundred more xbox games,” I joked. “Haha I'll never make that much. Thanks for cutting the grass by the way.” “Sure thing dad, no biggie.” “Oh I've been meaning to ask, how are things going with Stephanie?” I caught myself before I gave away any signs of any kind. “Great dad, everything's all good, same with Rita and Chris.” I didn't feel so bad.