I am dressed scantily, wearing a gold bikini, and,quite unnecessarily since I won't be walking anywhere, severely archedhigh-heeled sandals of transpa...ent plastic, a kind of pornographicversion of Cinderella's glass slippers. There is a small sip bottle, thekind you put in tanks for small mammals, positioned within reach of mylips, which have been painted a very dark red. My hair has been dyedblonde and falls around my face in loose ringlets. Perhaps mostdisturbingly, the bottom of this box is. It was weeks before I could bring myself to speak of it, weeks of me walking around in a daze trying to digest Ben’s words. It wasn’t the paralyzing stupor of my depression, but it left me similarly withdrawn and pensive. I could see everyone’s concern for me and finally arranged for Josie to spend a night with her grandparents so I could talk to Mia about it. She didn’t seem surprised at the revelation and I commented on it. ‘No, I’m not surprised,’ she told me, slightly amused. ‘Why are you?’. " My office. Now!"I sat in Parker's office for over an hour while he ranted and preached about respect. After the first hour I pulled out my notebook and started doing my history homework. Parker didn't even notice for five minutes."What do you think you're doing?" he bellowed."Homework." Put that away. We're talking here." Talking? That implies we're communicating. Exchanging ideas. I'm sitting here bored out of my skull, and you're doing a rambling monologue. If you like long boring. This side of the bed was way up in the air just how I wanted it. I lowered the bed until her head was hitting the ground and then stepped onto the bed. "Because your still a virgin, I'm putting a lot of time into making this perfect" I smiled as she looked up at me with pure helpless terror. I let myself slide down the bed until my cock was positioned just outside her vagina. Knowing gravity would do a lot of the work for me I held that position for a few more seconds letting the terror on her.