Gold necklace and earrings are got on.Are my nails dry? Yes. I slip into my pumpsAnd pull the straps up around my heels.I put my coat and skirt on. I ...dmireMyself in the big mirror. This is me.I walk out to the kitchen, savoringHow high my lovely heels are. I can hearThem clicking on the kitchen floor. I startTo make my dinner. In my world, I canDo daily tasks while dressed the way I like.I put a load of laundry in the wash.It makes the housework go much easierWhen I can do it dressed. It's. The dress looked ravishingly beautiful and hecould never remember feeling so happy in his life. "Oh, I can't believehow wonderful it feels, and how natural I feel. It's like I've alwayswanted to feel this way."He wheeled about a little and then sat gracefully down on the sofa withthe dress and crinoline puffing up around him. "God I wish I could gothe wedding with all of you, and get to wear this dress all day long!"Chapter 2Though Blake had dreaded showing up at school the next day for fear. It also said to put the sauerkraut and pork in the slow cooker.I looked to Megan wonderingly as I asked, “What the fuck was a slow cooker?”Megan pointed to a big round pot on the counter. I saw meat and jars of sauerkraut beside it. I looked back at my daughter. I told her I never had made that as her grandma always had.“Don’t worry mom I will help you,” Megan said as she hugged me.As we had coffee together, Megan opened the curtains on the back patio doors. I noticed it had snowed again which. I may have been a bit disappointed but I certainly was not going to jeopardize the good thing I had going with her and her mother by making an issue of it.Then there came the day Ellen said I could still be her friend but I could not be her boyfriend anymore. I was crushed and managed to pout and stay away from her house for three days. At that time I didn’t really understand how she could not be my girlfriend after all we had done? Her mother was not home when she told me the devastating news.