” Phoebe loosened the belt to her robe and pulled it off. Underneath she was wearing a small baby-doll nightgown, with a loose crop top held togethe... by a single tie, and matching panties that were crotchless.John smiled as he took in her appearance. “So, where is everybody?” he asked.“Hmm, well, Jeanine and Tony are in their room, practicing for their honeymoon...”“They’re engaged?” asked John, startled.“Oh, yeah, they’re getting married this summer,” said Phoebe. She reached over and pulled. He had been reading Oliver Twist again, so he had planned to focus on his book in order to keep the crowd on the train at a distance.It had rained that day, he recalled now. Grey, miserable weather that had reminded him of November, but the trees had leaves and there were flowers in the gardens of the houses that they passed. He hadn’t looked out of the window much though and he had also hardly opened his book. No, what happened, he had walked through the aisle, looking for an empty seat and. I don't know how I would've survived when Cindi died without him there to help me through it. It was almost unbearable the first time I went through it alone; I wouldn't have been able to go through it with Cindi without his strength. In some ways, I think Amy and I did him a huge disservice by relying on him so much during that time. He spent so much time helping us that he never had a chance to grieve himself; he was too busy being strong for us.After his collapse, Amy told me she knew. Don’t forget how much you love her, either. The very second that you are able to clear your mind for a moment, you will hear a loud knock on your solid wood door. When you open it, you’ll see her. You won’t know what to do, and neither will your face. An enormous, uncontrollable grin will spread across your mouth, but the sharp sensation of tears forming behind your eyes will force you to squint, and for a moment you will look ridiculous.Standing before you completely collected and put.