“I should never have come here. I’m not a good girl ... if I was, my wish would have been to bring back Firon...” No longer able to meet his sym...athetic gaze, she turned away, a haunted look in her eyes. “I’m so selfish ... I was going to ask you to make me a woman again ... but I don’t deserve it.”Before John could disagree, Alyssa walked over to the heartbroken girl and gently lifted Helene’s chin so that she would look into the matriarch’s glowing eyes. “I’ve looked into your heart, Helene.. She was engulfing the total of my fucking system; I mean balls and the shaft as well, with the tongue and chuggle it inside her mouth. I was so overwhelmed with the immense joy but not even close to the shooting or releasing the tension. At moments I was also appreciating Roxy, the care she was showing to keep it safe from her teeth and also giving every possible service of love.Every time she wrapped my total gizmo with her tongue and sucked it in, her wet nose was rubbing against my shaved. .. God", she said. As with Joanie and Toby, I'm sure this was the first boy's penis she'd ever seen. I asked her if she would like to hold it, or more. She tentatively reached out with both hands, and wrapped them around it like a toddler would do with a sippy cup. "What do I do now?" she whispered. I told her, "Just move your hands up and down, a little harder, put a little more pressure on the underside, run your stroke up near the head." She asked if she could take it in her mouth, and I. Why do you think this is all happening tonight?”“The only reason I can think that your mind might make that paranoid leap, Lucinda, is that you were hoping that if Helen DOES have a double, and that’s not an admission of anything; the double wouldn’t have known better than to accept the poisoned apple you’ve brought for the twins. Or to refuse in a way that you can use to score points with your church group. On that note, and in case you thought I missed the ‘other whore’ dig back there; I have.