He spread my legs and traced my pussy with his finger. He tried to push in, but I was too dry. " Doesn't look too used, and a thick bush too, but we w...ll fix that." he commented. "You will do alright!"He handed me a disposable cup that contained some sort of alcoholic drink with two pills floating in it. "Here," the man said "drink this." I shook my head no, but he pushed my head back and held my nose. I had no option other than to swallow. Actually it tasted rather good, but it was unlike. The English Channel is a sea super-highway, with big ships coming and going. Some of the ferries are capable of sixty knots, those high-speed 'catamaran' ships. Then there are the oil-tankers and the enormous container vessels, the biggest ships in the world. If we got in their way and their officers weren't watching their radar, we could be run under and they'd never notice. I had every intention of watching all night.Grace sat up with me until midnight when I sent her off to bed with a kiss.. She moaned softly and turned her head to watch him. He pressed his finger against her tight sphincter watching as it gave way and allowed him entrance. As he slid his finger in and out Olivia began to rock back against his hand. He pulled his finger out and dipped more lube onto the first two fingers of his right hand. He shoved them into her ass and began to move them quickly in and out spreading them into a V as he pulled them out to open her up in preparation for the fucking he was going to. "Then I leaned in and grabbed her, pulling her tightly against me as Ihugged her and sobbed."I'm sorry. So sorry," I mumbled again. Feeling the weight of the historybetween us pushing down on my soul.Because I remembered it all. Every last thing. My memories of beingSamantha, my time as Samuel, and the short period I'd been Penelope allmeshed together in my mind.How could I have treated anyone the way I had? Let alone someone who'sonly transgression was trying to be my friend.Soon I realized.