I won't like it, but I will understand." So you are a lesbian?" That's the screwy part. No, I'm not, at least not until I met her. I can't get her fac... out of my head. I've never met anyone like her." I have." Who?"I flipped the rearview mirror and Dea was looking right at herself. Then I got out of the car and opened her door for her."Let's get rooms and then we can go over there for dinner.” I said while I thought, “Who knows I might catch you on the rebound."She took my hand as she exited. " I said."You wish to fuck my shithole?" she asked."No, no fucking way," I said, "When I fucking said fucking I was fucking swearing," I said and thought a bit, "Well if you're offering." You are so outrageous!" she said, "I am Gretchen." "John, Johnno Allthwaite," I added."I thought," she said."You thought wrong," I said, "Sorry." You want to fuck with me?" she asked."Darling," I said, "Last night I got pissed, I drove two hundred miles in the fucking rain in a fucking Transit van, screwed. I increase the intensity, and you begin to arch your back on the seat. Now you’re moaning into my chest, and I can feel your teeth nip my skin as you bite down on my shirt. You begin to breathe heavily, and must be forgetting where we are, because you’re getting louder. Gasping for air, you breathlessly tell me, ‘Don’t stop.’ I pick up the pace with my finger, and have to hold you down with the heel of my hand, as your hips begin to rock up into me. I wrap my free arm around you, and pull you. I'll swear my heart stopped for a moment.I listened as she told me that the time when she asked to see me as the person we now call Alice she didn't go to Jill's who wasn't even in town. "Instead I left the house and sat in a rented car down the street. I watched as you left and followed you. Even in the stores you had no idea I was there, you were so engrossed in being Alice and doing what you were doing. I checked into a hotel and on the Saturday evening followed you again. I sat two or three.