Michele remained a member of the Tea Ladies club for three years, occasionally taking sabbaticals when her guilt got the better of her, but showing up...again months later, her lust rekindled. Some of the other girls did the same thing and sometimes they would simply disappear from the scene altogether. Because of the anonymity, no one knew if the girl had simply stopped dressing or had moved out of town.And then one day Mike came close to being caught. An admirer named John bought a friend along. "Yes, daddy," she said and then she walked steadily and calmly out ofthe near end of the alley as if nothing had happened at all anddisappeared around the corner.The vertigo clawed at Jim's mind and it was impossible for him toremain stable. Just as it was impossible for him to ignore who it was.The shadowy man stopped the rotation of their spheres abruptly so theycould see him slip his wrists up through the steel of the cuffs. Themetal passed through him as if he were nothing more than smoky. He was just finishing his M.B.A. and I was a senior in undergraduate school. We dated for seven months and about the time his career took off, he asked me to marry him." And you lived happily ever after," finished Shanti."Not quite. Within a couple of years he was a vice president, but so busy we hardly ever saw each other. I became despondent, lonely. It's no secret. I had affairs, became an alcoholic. Almost in desperation we had Laura and Jody. Maybe for the wrong reasons, the right things. " And just like that, she recognized meagain...It was a strange sort of victory, on the one hand, I proved I couldoutlast Lola, and I was finally going to get to cum after anunthinkable dearth of two days. On the other hand, I won the right towillingly be debased and dominated, and now everyone out in cyberlandknew it. Of course that led to the usual cocktail of giddy guilt andpanting pride...and I wasn't sure which one I loved to hate more, but Iwas sure where I belonged, on my knees begging,.