As I sat wide eyed and realised what my vagina was for, I found myself touching it repeatedly, as my father snored in his chair. I had made the connec...ion between forcible sex, and passive sex, and the more I dwelt on it, I found I enjoyed having my **** fantasy. A few years later as I went into a local toilet I was confronted by a man who grabbed me from behind, as I opened the cubical to the toilet. I was immediately in a real situation, that found me not struggling but actually getting. It's my problem. I know it. Sex and love are aspects of the same thing, at least concerning my relationship with you two. I just can't keep them separate. I know I'm immature. But I can't handle sharing you with anyone. I'm sorry I'm so small-minded and selfish."Dee Dee was the first to respond. "All of us are old fashioned that way. The IAM thing is separate. It really doesn't count. You do your job, we do our job, and IAM moves forward successfully. You can't argue with success.We don't look. She had seen him watching her from the balcony as she made the long journy home.She looked at the coin again, the warm metal glinting in the light of the street lamps. I will return to him tomorrow, she thought quietly to herself, but not as a whore, no as a lover and companion and they would spend the night making passionate love again and again, until neither of them could take any more. And with this happy thought she pocketed the coin and began to sing quietly to herself, her sweet voice. Jean told me to be careful about our relationship with her and her husband, she did not want Maggie to know or suspect, I said will be careful during her stay, Jean said, perhaps I can interest Maggie in replacing me, I know she has not been with a man since her husband died, that would be nice treat for her, you can be her special holiday treat, I said don't know, if it would be ok with her, She said I know she likes younger men year ago she when she was 40 had an affair with a 27 years old.