Into the night I went closing the door behind me and walking under thetrees to the familiar walkways, the night air felt wonderful on mylegs and bare ...houlders, Dior bag slung over my shoulder.Freshly shaven face, with a touch of extra powder and concealer, withnew lip gloss gave a professional look, my slim figure smiled back ina stylish look in the reflection from black glass doors and businesswindows along my walk, each time reassuring that I had my evening lookvery together and I could. That would change.As Zareen wrapped her mouth over my penis and started going down, her tongue started grazing the shaft. Zareen slurped and sucked as far down as she can go. Her head starts bopping up and down, let and right. I order her to put her hand on her lap and not to move them. She did and continued to suck. I put my hands on the back of her head and push her head down further. I feel the back of her head and she starts choking. I hold it in place for a about a minute when she raises. "I've got to go dad, I love you."Everything of value I owned had been sold two months ago, and my dad is my only lean-to. At least I had enough for cigarettes. I slunk down beside my bed and stared at the wall for a good twenty minutes before I decided to go through with it. It wasn't like me at all. I stood up, looked down at my tits, bent my head around to look at my ample backside, and looked into the mirror.I didn't say anything.I took two painkillers and a birth control pill off my. Over time, Chris has become sexually frustrated: now reduced to unsatisfactory masturbation alone in his room and struggling from his cravings for sexual degradation. In desperation, he approached Xena for help and advice. She provides that and so much more, humiliating him in extremis with Pam’s more than willing help. And he is left with hope that Xena will turn Mandy around.After the humiliation by Xena and Pam, I was in a dazed dream for days. The whole experience had been strange and.