" Wow." And I think I did pretty good." Double wow." Warren Kelleher, what the fuck have you done to me? Studying. No parties. Sitting in an empty hou...e on a Friday night watching a movie. I'm becoming boring!" Not even a little bit are you boring. Don't ever worry about that. You pack more living into one day than most people do in a year. Besides which, I didn't do this to you. You did it to yourself." I know, I know. It's just weird. I like Shakespeare, for chrissakes! I'm not supposed to. It’s the same as major surgery, in a way: you don’t put major stress on the wound until it’s healed enough to take the stress without rupturing again.I did go back to work, and Lily and I did set about building a new normal. For years, other than work, she was my world. I didn’t date, and didn’t want to. Inevitably, I would have compared any woman to Rowan, and it would have been hard to find anyone who could have survived the comparison.Rowan was brilliant and creative, a painter whose gallery. I pulled down his pant and boxer and was giving him a blow job and he said, “Ah! Shubashini when did you start giving me a blow job” to which I didn’t respond. I kept on giving the blowjob and did some hand strokes. After great efforts, he came in my mouth and I liked his cum.In that state, I didn’t expect any pussy licking, so without wasting any time and because I was so utterly desperate, I removed my nighty and inner garments in one go and stood in front of him. He started pressing and. He looked like he would have been agood basketball player."Hi, Stephanie," he said jokingly. Then is whole face seemed to changeas he shrugged off how I looked and began telling us about the newserver he just got and about his plans to put a wireless network in thehouse so we can all access the internet faster and save money. Theywere right, this guy was very passionate about his computers. Since Iwas planning to major in computer science myself, I figured I reallyneeded to get to be friends.