Not again. I made a big, very big mistake," she whispered."You're so beautiful ... so sexy. I'm in love with you ... want you so badly." You're young ..... too young to know what love is." Although charmed by Chad's enamored revelations, Judy felt determined to stay the moral and decent path. Without warning, the teen shoved both hands under her blouse. His hands slipped upwards and immediately slithered under her bra, cupping her bare boobs before she had a chance to resist. All she had to do. I don’t know what to say. I started out to make you happy and I’ve sure messed up,” Freya’s demeanor went from shock, to anger, to fear. “Are you going to leave me?” Freya buried her face in her hands and she collapsed into sobs. “Hey, hey, hey,” Ben consoled Freya. “Don’t be that way, I have been getting more attention in the last year than during our entire marriage.” Ben wasn’t exactly without guilt. He had helped convince her to have the implant and he was using the remote to fuel his. I lowered my gaze in shame over my obvious excitement and braced myself for an angry lecture about conduct."Jackson," I heard her say in the softest tone. "You don't need to be ashamed. I'm your girlfriend. There's nothing I haven't seen," she painfully reminded me of the masturbation incident, causing me to retreat further into my self-consciousness.She paused, lifted my head and forced eye contact.Her gaze was kind and understanding. "I wouldn't have said yes if I found your erection or. As each day passed, he wormed his way deeper into her heart.She was finding it harder to slip into her eighty-year-old persona when with him. Mostly because Marty didn’t treat her as if she was old, yet he didn’t treat her as young or stupid either. He always listened to her opinion and treated her as his equal. He didn’t just bow to her wishes, as he preferred to come to a mutual agreement.Their first job after breakfast was to go register their pending marriage. They were staying in a hotel.