Now what is it?”“I really shouldn’t say. It’s not really for polite conversation. Some might be offended.” The conversation fell silent fo... a moment as we both heard the ding of the ‘fasten seatbelts’ sign followed by the captain making an announcement of turbulence. “Oh great,” she said with despair in her voice, “Will you just tell me what it is you do? I’m gonna go nuts here!”I leaned over and whispered in her ear, “I masturbate.”“Really?” she asked. She reached over and lifted up the. I questioned him constantly, wanting to know everything about him, how he viewed life, what he thought about various topics and basically, what made him tick. But it wasn't only about him. He questioned me, too. He made me feel special.The few times we went out in public, to restaurants at night or to the beach, he gave me his full attention. When I caught him looking at other girls he said no, he was enjoying how guys were ogling me.Once, when we were at the beach he said, "They're puzzled as. But everything worked out and now Janice and I are lovers and share the same bed every night.One lazy Sunday afternoon it was raining and turned out to be a boring day so we were watching some porn in the bedroom. It was a typical porn movie and it had several scenes. The usual lesbian scene, the blow job scene and the regular fucking scene. Well on this film the last scene was an anal scene and Janice said “holy shit I wonder how that feels”. The actress in the movie made it look like it was. "Hello!" I responded as my insides began to do flip-flops. "I'm sorry we didn't get to talk much when we first met at uniform supply. Would you like to get a drink after you get off work?" Sure, I get off at midnight. Meet me in the parking lot at 12:15" she said.The rest of my shift dragged on, like time was standing still. At 10:45 pm when I got off, I ran home, quickly showered and changed clothes and drove down to the jail. I was standing next to my car when she came out."I can't go out.