"So you keep the visit short and come back here for a little lovin' from me!" For a second, she managed to pull off the vacuous look.The August sun, h...t even in South Dakota, beat down on the corral. The odors of manure, hay, and plants growing drifted in the gentle breeze. The sounds of summer filled the air. The bright sun washed out the colors and hurt the eyes.A crowd of people was gathered around a corral; their attention focused on a three-month-old buffalo calf frolicking beside its. I could get away from everything for a couple of weeks. I walked into the café and stood there looking for a table. Marcus (the owner) came up and greeted me personally and led me to a table near a window. When I got there, I saw that there was someone else sitting there just looking at the scenery outside. Marcus asked the person if they minded sharing with one of his best customers as it was very busy and he was short of tables. The customer looked up and I saw that it was the woman I had. The resentmentI felt over losing my wife's respect faded and I accepted mysubservient role in the family. Chuck moved his clothes and things overbit by bit and my male clothes were given to the Goodwill store. Hetook over my closet and my new things were put in the spare bedroom. Istill slept with them, but otherwise was their servant.The day that Chuck was moving in arrived and he showed up with two malefriends to help him move his stuff into our house. I felt embarrassedto have them see me. Mom was complaining that Dad would not have sex with her once he found out that she was pregnant. Her sister, Aunt Jane said the same thing about her husband and then added that when she was pregnant she just wanted sex all that much more. Then I listened to them as they discussed whom they could get to help them out with their sexual problems. It had to be someone that they could both trust to not tell anyone. It had to be someone that could come and go without anyone becoming suspicious. Then.