”“Okay, thanks. I would have come…”Gav drained his glass and stood up.“Looks like I will be the only male, later,” he said.“Aww… poor...Gav,” said Maddy with undisguised sarcasm.“Yeah, don’t worry we’ll be gentle with you,” said Amy.“Hmmm… you don’t know what you’ll be missing, Geoff,” said Shula.This drew embarrassed glances from the geeky guy, who realised he’d screwed up another chance to impress his pretty colleague.After stopping by the stand with the sizzling sausages the group moved to. As much I a tried to distract myself from looking at his cock by listening to him, my own cock had a mind of its own and became very erect and was clearly visible to him tenting out the front of my shorts.I was so embarrassed knowing that he would be able to see and think of me as a "dirty" boy.He pointedly looked at my embarrassment, but continued with his hominy, to which I replied that I would prefer to accept his punishment,(I did not want for my parents to know of my bad behaviour at. Amy curled up in an easy chair by my desk while I used the computer to do more research on transgender resources. I stayed at it well into the night, long after Amy gave up and went to bed. This time I read more about the Benjamin Standards of Care, RLE (or RLT), and sex reassignment surgery. What I read was eye-opening, and did nothing to tip the scales toward becoming fully female. But I knew that was not the only consideration, and the decision would rest on other criteria as well. I. I let my hand rest there feeling nothing but skin as I slipped my thumb in between her folds and pressed deep. Kathy let out the long breath she must have been holding forever. Her body visibly shuddered and she relaxed slightly as I gently moved inside of her. I left my thumb deep in her as I pulled her closer to me and began exploring her with my mouth. I rotated my hand slightly so with effort my tongue could penetrate her. I prodded her sensitive opening with my tongue, entering her.