She brought me a nice coffee and some doughnuts and I told her, "Well. I just got the papers and Joane's no longer my wife." I am so glad Ray. I never...thought she would have done things like this but, well, she'll be out of your life."We sit at the piano and I start by telling her the very basics, octaves; keys; natural, sharp and flat notes, then I tell her about the one, four, five and five-seven chords, finger technique, how to do the C scale from one end of the piano to the other without. She drank heavily."We can't fuck." she said, looking me earnestly in the eye."Why not?' I asked."No....I don't live here and I wouldn't be able to trust you living so far away." Corona isn't that far...." I said. "....And what makes you feel like you cant trust me?'"Because you're a dirty fucker!" You don't know that for sure. I've never put the moves on you." I said, because I hadn't."None the less, I can see it in your eyes. The way you look at me like a hungry lion. You don't even have to. I'm not saying that this was how it really happened but I suspect it's pretty near.Once again I've decided to tell the story from her point of view mainly because that's how I heard it originally.I had been doing this night school course now for almost a year, I was trying to get some qualification in 'Business Management' now that I was in line for a good promotion. There was a great crowd of young people on my course, mostly guys but with a couple of girls too. I would quickly go home from. We talked but I’m wondering about Cory. He didn’t tell me what time or even if he’s coming today. I found myself wondering what life would be like if he stopped using me. I’d miss the excitement. I’d miss the sex. But I’m beginning to think it might be nice to get back to normal.I realized as soon as I had that thought that it will never be possible for my life to return to what used to be normal. Not now. Even if Cory grew bored and dropped me today I’ll still have Kevin and Sean and Jonesy.