But that is life, and we both expected that from the time that she returned we would begin a new life together.I suspect that it would be necessary fo... anyone to live the extended life that I had to be something of an optimist. If one were a pessimist, they would probably have committed suicide long before they had reached my current age.But without my Aurora, even for only two weeks, I was frankly in a funk.Maria and Gary showed up at my house the Friday night after my first week without. )My girlfriend and I had experienced a long day, lots of driving, and while being in a fancy hotel with gorgeous sheets and her naked are enough to turn me on if I was on my death bed, sex just didn't seem like it was likely to happen. We wanted to relax. And I wanted a shower. So I stripped down to my undies, and stepped into the bathroom. There I discarded my undies and stepped into the shower.The water got hot quickly but I didn't want to wash my hair and have to dry it, and thought I would. He moaned as he chewed her knickers and she pressed more firmly now, but the hole was too tight and too dry. "Lift up your bottom, Matt, now!" She commanded.He obediently brought up his knees a little and raised his bottom from the bed. He was breathing noisily through his nose, still sucking her panties, his arms tense, pulling against the restraint of the handcuffs. His cock was at eye level and she leaned over and lifted his balls and spat on them. A large glob of spit began to run down and. The sun was peeking over the trees at the bottom of the garden, bathing the corner of the patio. I sat in the golden glow of morning sunlight.I needed to make some decisions.Did I really want to go to Denver? Yes, but I couldn’t have timed it any worse as it was turning out. It was only supposed to be for two years, but I’d be leaving Sally behind, and having just discovered the depth of our love, I really didn’t want to leave her.Then there was Clive. Shit was I actually thinking of breaking.