Now God had made a direct line from man to the deity. Why did we need religion anymore? Don’t ask me. Ask those at Big Religion, Inc.The people in c...urch looked on us like we were a circus. A man, three women all pregnant and six children. In the great tradition of many so called Christian churches, people gossiped about us sinners. Some folks were real Christians and they welcomed us and spoke with us and wanted to know us. That is why this is one of the few churches that I will set foot. "I know. I'll toast to a whole month, being able to spoil my baby."Mom and I sat together on the couch again, while we all watched television. We had the blanket over our laps, and my right hand was on her thigh, under her dress. Once I tried to inch it up to her pussy, and she clamped down to freeze my hand with her legs. "Ssssh," she whispered to me. "Don't mess it up with unnecessary risks," and then she leaned over and kissed my cheek. Loud enough for Dad to hear, she said, "I'm so proud of. There was some guilt, but that had pretty much gone away over the last few days. She moved the large dildo in and out of her without any problem. Larger than me, the dildo had to be the thickness of a gel shaving can and at least nine or ten inches long. The whole time her eyes were closed, but as she picked up the pace, she started slamming it inside her with more force, so much so that the sound of her wet pussy was clear in the hall way, and her moans and noises caused me to have more than a. Now, a childhood and the first shaking steps of adulthood later, aged 18, I lay awake at four in the morning, feeling the warmth of your smooth ochre skin and silk thread hair, streaked lightly with grey. It’s dark and the light from the balcony illuminates you in a weary monochrome, sending shadows streaming from the branches outside onto your sleeping face. I had never known it possible for a man to be so beautiful, so unutterably perfect that my chest swells to bursting knowing that I love.