What was all this stuff that got in the way of it? I could never spend what I had earned already, not if I was the old Dawn. I was ashamed of being ov...r paid, over-praised. I had turned this around in my head so much that it squeezed its way out that I wanted to be chastised for my success, and pragmatically, my ever-naughty subconscious had decided that kinky sex would be the best way to express that desire. I wanted to be punished, sexually used until I found some kind of redemption.It was. So, on that Thursday afternoon, I slipped out of my office early to attend the meeting of the County Medical Society. I had not been invited. The wife of the County Clerk was a hospital administrator. When I went to record a deed, he congratulated me on my wife’s award. I pretended I knew all about it.My wife had not told me about the award or the meeting. As was her practice, she separated her family and professional life. So, I was crashing the affair. Normally, her not inviting me to a. I scrubbed my body trying to get the smell of chlorine off me from swimming in the pool the other day. I was rinsing the shampoo out of my hair when I heard "Kayla", I let out a scream it scared the hell out of me until I realized it was Mike, I peeked my head out from behind the shower curtain and saw the door slightly propped open with his nose sticking out, He said "I just got home from work and I dident wanna bother you but is it OK if I take a piss Ive been holding it since I left work" I. " Oh, I was," Ana said dreamily without thinking, "I never had so much fun in my life." Then, realizing what she was saying and noticing the curious looks on her sisters' faces she added, "sleeping you know, it can be real fun." Only when you're sharing the bed with someone," Lana said, raising her eyes questionably."Oh, look," Ana said suddenly pointing to the monitor, "they're leaving." Oh, it must be time to meet them," Hannah said."Ana, put on your 'short-short' skirt and belly button top,.