Perhaps this was meaningful enough to me that I could finish now. When I finally mustered the strength, I crawled out of bed and approached my comput...r. I was going to write erotica. This was going to be how I would begin experimenting and experiencing my kinky side. This was going to be how I would document my joy and pain, how I would embrace my tragedy and move on with my life. I didn’t know much about kinks and fetishes, but I was curious. It would have to be something smutty, with largely. I guess he was relaxing. His still large penis was hanging down between his legs, and I couldn’t resist it. I lay down so that my head was between his legs, and began licking and gently sucking his balls. He propped himself up on his elbows, and cocked an eyebrow, “Again? Carry on then”, he smiled and lay back.I slowly began jerking him off again. I moved my hand slower this time, squeezing periodically, and started licking him up and down his shaft. Darren started breathing slightly heavier,. ." Am I the first girl you ever fucked?" You're FUCKING me and I can't remember your NAME!" Can you feel that? Does it feel good?" Ooo, your dick is squirting in my little cunthole - and I don't even know you!" FUCK me! Harder! HARDER!" Ooo, shoot in my pussy while I squeeze it..." Let me lick all your dicks clean..."Little Cindy knelt naked and slurped up her own juices with their cum as she cleaned their cocks with her sweet mouth, and she reveled in it as they stared. "I'm just a little. I was too worried about what the next day, week, month and year might bring.I'd visited a luggage outlet for a nice briefcase, a Walgreens for some spiral bound notebooks and pens, and finally a Radio Shack for a disgustingly cheap but free laptop. I also picked up their best FRS radios for all of us. I was up half the night scribbling and using the motel's WiFi to ask questions. I didn't like most of the answers I got.I was questioning our survivability. How many years could we live on salvage.