"Calm down, Edie. Calm down. Let's talk about tomorrow night," she said. She was so unruffled and composed."What are you going to tell him?" I'm ... I...m going to tell him I love him. I'm going to tell him I don't want a divorce and I will never betray him. I'll tell him it was all a bad dream and that I don't know what made me think I could hurt him like that." What else?" Oh ... he says he wants to be with me when I'm out at these functions. I don't know why, exactly. He says he wants to be. Her previous blind dates had all ended in oral sex and Jane was expecting this one to be no different. But there was always hope that this guy, John would turn out to be Mr. X, her mystery man of romance who would woo her, win her, ravish her and renew her. She so wanted to know Love.Jane had been impressed with John's shiny, new car, a Lexus, no less! She hadn't noticed his key fob that indicated the vehicle was a rental. But his expensive car seemed in stark contrast to the restaurant he'd. It went right up the incline at a little greater speed than I would have ridden on either the mountain or folding bike. It was an hour before I turned around at the county trash collection point.The ride home was filled with peace and quiet. The ride to the trash point had been filled with screaming kids happy to home for the summer. I couldn’t remember those days, but I was sure I was equally enthusiastic back in the day.I ate alone that night since Lillian and Addie had plans. I was invited,. She looked at me as I stepped towards her with my erect eight inches in my hand and she sunk her fingers into herself when she glanced down at my excited package.Without saying a word I climbed up on the sofa and onto my knees beside her so I was facing her. My knees gently pressing against her soft outer thighs as I got as close to her as I could.The rules of my engagement were clear. I wanted D to feel comfortable and N to feel safe and as N trusted D, I just had to make sure N was.