He must have had practice canceled.I was almost to my room when I heard her giggles, and a minute later, my brother stuck his head out her door. “Sp...ing?”“Just got home.“Better keep your trap shut.”“About what?” after which Susan darted out and gave me a big kiss, me pleased she’d do such a thing.With the two younger ones, I’d sometimes play Monopoly. We’d go to their tree house and smoke. When we all admitted we didn’t inhale, though we laughed and laughed, cousins not having to pretend. ”I said, “Yes, I have seen that several times before and I always enjoy watching. I like to see him put his big penis in her cunt.” I was hoping this would lead to more sex talk and then some actual touching and playing with each other, but it didn’t. See, CJ was a shy boy and I guess still afraid of girls or at least not interested in young little me.Because of that day’s event, that night I, after I went to bed, I really played with myself. Last year I had learned that I could get sexual. He stuck out the three shiny fingers he’d had up in my butt & shoved them into my mouth. I sucked on em. “I was watching you sucking on Tom’s dick. Now I want my cock sucked! Suck my cock Rich!” He pulled his fingers from my mouth. I leaned over the other way and slid my mouth down over Bill’s huge prick. My throat was relaxed & lubed from sucking Tom’s rod. Bill was a bit thicker and a few inches longer. It was like a banquet for a starving cocksucker! Ummm, more meat, yea! I gobbled him. Until a few days later, Vanessa got a call from Wendy. She asked Vanessa if I could come to her house because she could hear running water. And it needed to be checked out. This would be the first time seeing Wendy since my dream. Driving to Wendy's I did not know what to do. Maybe I should of told my wife my infatuation with Wendy. That would just lead to unanswerable questions and bad feelings. But just then I heard my GPS said “you have reached your destination ”. Well too late to turn back.