”I said, “And maybe you and Suz can hang out together.”When Jennifer gave me a skeptical look, I said, “There aren’t many people who know as...much about what you’re going through as she does. Give her a chance, Jennifer. There isn’t a person alive who doesn’t like her once they get to know her.”Jennifer sighed, but then put a thoughtful frown on as she turned her attention back to finishing her dinner. Lee, her father and I continued making small talk for the rest of the meal, Jennifer sometimes. It was way cool. I had sex with so many guys in high school well ladies too. We had parties almost every weekend" Lori said. I just sat there, this woman did not seem the type to have had sex parties or orgies in her past. "I think that way sex should be, free love. The world would be a much happier place if we all just chilled and had more sex with each other." My cock was rock hard at the thought of this woman just letting guys bang her. "Wow Lori, that is way cool. I wish I could have. He wanted to play with their breasts and would find out if they would like to screw for a bigger tip. He would do that first and finish the night off drinking milk from some of the ladies in the “milk bar.” George watched all the dancers dance and walked over to the bartender to find out about getting a lap dance.George ordered a drink and asked the bartender about lap dances.“How do we go about getting a lap dance?”“After the show, the women have drinks with the customers. You can ask them. I paced in her room as my emotions bounce all over the place. Finally I just couldn’t take it anymore. My mother had told me that women where place on this earth to be mother’s. I could never be a mother so what was the point anymore. I continued pacing trying to find just one thing that would make it worth living but no answer come. I didn’t even know that I had walked into the bathroom and taking my razor out until I found it in my hand. Again I found myself just staring at it. Tears filled.