He was still my master though, without doubt.Was I falling in love with Scar? I had something special with him from the start, and there was no one el...e I looked forward to spending time as much as Scar. I had already dreamt of marrying Scar after we left the mountains. But who was I kidding — after giving myself to all the squad, I was sure that none of them would want me afterwards. And if I ever wavered on that, there was the fact that I actually enjoyed having sex more with a couple of the. So um, what … do you think?’ She bit her lower lip waiting. ‘What time Friday?’ I asked, and she breathed in as her face brightened into a happy smile. She lowered her eyes just a little, and said, ‘Seven would be nice, Michael.’ ‘Fine!’ We finished our drinks, scones, and conversation, and I walked her back to the front of the bookstore where I we met. I extended my hand for a goodbye handshake. She pushed past my proffered hand, and hugged me, with the side of her face pressed against my. Naked and yearning, a scant few feet from the action, the rope chafes your wrists as you hopelessly struggle against the bonds holding you to the chair. I can sense your desperation and it makes me glow, adding to the heat of exertion. I cast a sidelong glance at the Ikea pull-out sofa bed and furniture stacked with photo albums and books I ought to read one day. Other items of equipment are scattered about my makeshift gym: treadmill, fitness ball, and pink weights of various denominations.. "Lola looked at me, her eyes widened and she smiled mischievously at me."She might be interested in becoming a dancer too. I could see somepotential in some new double act."I was nervous about what this might mean.Lola spoke in a quiet voice. "Mylene, right now only the Madame and Iknow that you are really a man. If you want it to stay that way you willwant to study me very carefully and you will want to keep me happy. Youwon't want the whole bar knowing you are really a man. Believe me.