Before I knew it, it was 5am and still not heard a word. I text again asking if she needed a lift home..... no reply. By 6am I was worried and tried c...lling, it rang and then went to answer machine, I left a message.At 7:30am I heard the front door open and footsteps gingerly walking up the stairs. I lay in bed and watched her come in looking cold an still tipsy. I asked her why she didn't reply and why she was so late? She mumbled some answer about taxi's and then said she wanted to shower.I. Tilly did that as well. Of course I don’t bloody like it, who wants a cane on her arse? So why do I allow it? Because it’s what I am. Oh God, no, I wouldn’t let just anyone cane me or beat me or tie me, only someone I love. As if I could say any of that to anyone. So I told Maggie all was fine, thank you and it was a lovely lunch and I’m sorry about yesterday and it won’t happen again. Home again and this time I drank the large gin and tonic I poured when I got home, a little later than usual.. "He opened his arms. "Penny, my love, I am very sorry to hear that. Come to my arms, dear girl."She gladly allowed his arms to envelop her in his comforting presence.He whispered in her ear, "I think the wedding goes ahead. You deserve that, my love." Your love? You truly love me, John?" I do, Penny. Your trouble made me realise that fact. I do love you, Penny."The first train set off from New Eden to pass through the tunnel with a load of rail workers and their tools and equipment. Hubert. I told him, “You are really great at giving oral. I can’t get enough of your tongue on me and in me, but it especially cranks me up when you suck my button in and out of your mouth. Is that how you do it to her? Does she taste better than me? Do you ever think about me when you are going down on her? I think about you going down on her. Do you think she would let me go down on her? What would you do if I walked in on you two?” This line of questioning and fantasy went on for only about five.