No matter though, I thought; becauseyou'd convicted yourself to life as a single mother. I believed surelythis would break your spirit. But you were i...domitable. Alreadylooking and planning ahead. Honestly, apart from a few episodes ofself pity and the persistent pining for your lost love you've barelygiven me anything to substantially enjoy these past 12 months."It reminded me of what Kevin had once said. How he seems to feed onmisery."We'll hang in there," I say spitefully, which I can't. Changing her thoughts, Chloe hoped she was not required to get any treatment. She hated the drill and the sound it made, the feeling of the filling being forced into the cavity, the water being sprayed inside her mouth, the suction. She hated it! As Chloe walked into the dentist rooms, Mavis came around the counter with her handbag draped over her shoulder. Red was sitting behind the counter, tunic straining as usual, a sweet smile on her cute face. “Hello Chloe,” she greeted sweetly, “Marc. She would have spilt her guts to him too. What happened to him?" He's dead," said Ma."Seems he tried to fuck with her in the layby and got his head blown off along with two young punks from the town. Bud says not to worry, Deputy Sherman is looking after things." That faggot! I don't know how Bud can stand to have that slimy queer around all the time," said Spike."Don't be a fool. Without Deputy Sherman, Bud wouldn't last a week in office. Not with his taste for teenage tush. Sherman fixes. She looked down at him seeing his frustration. She looked over his body. He really was a handsome man. Dark skin, jet-black hair, lovely brown eyes, an amazing smile. She couldn’t see too much of his lower face. It was covered with matted hair, but it didn’t matter. When Sarah looked at him she didn’t see a homeless person anymore, she saw someone who managed to make her feel something she didn’t think she could ever feel for another human being and she wasn’t sure if she wanted to waste the.