"You speak of your husband's punishment. What of yours?" Mine? Mine is seeing the pain in his eyes when I return to him. Mine is knowing what he think... of me, and knowing no matter how I try to prove my love for him, that he questions it when I take him inside me, even as I whisper his name over and over when I cum. As painful as it is, at times I feel I deserve much worse." And what might the proper punishment be for a wife that cheats not just once, but openly and regularly sluts before her. Every possible topic was discussed, we all shared great repo, discussion on cosmology to family life to each other’s Interests, likes and dislikes, even sex was a was a hot topic. We guys were sort of surprised, got really excited with the kind of things the girls disclosed about girls sexuality, more because we were 8 of us and everything was being disclosed openly, without any hesitation. Sonia spoke about me that she loves the way I move my hands all over her every time we make love and also. Some generous use of BBQ charcoal lighters later, and we finally hadn’t to rely solely on our near depleted smartphones any more.I heard the slight thump as Alex dropped our sleeping bags unceremoniously onto the floor and gave a contented sigh at the sight of the fire “Ahhhh. Good thing we were planning that barbecue.” chilled fingers fanned out in the direction of the flames.“Hmhm.” I agreed “Of course now we`ll have to find another way to lure in our friends, or we’ll have to do all the. Dildos. Depilation. Dildosucking. Caning. Spanking. Whipping. Compulsory cunnilingus (for hoursand hours! whoosh!).Not a peep from my sheep! Is this what I wanted though? I shudderthinking of our wedding photos (trust me: I had stored them weeks ago).That tall, lanky man standing handsomely in his tuxedo next to me?Gone. Vanished. Permanently erased from my memory.I have gained convenience in my life. The beauty of it is that I nevereven asked for it. "Clean it up," I would utter and clean it.