Well, you've heard all this before. You know what Iwas going to do. No reason to beat around the bush. I was about to killmyself or get as close to...it as possible.Jesus, that vodka tasted good. Had me a nice little buzz going. Hadn'tbeen able to swallow any of those pills yet. Guess I didn't have theballs. Might have them after I drink a little more. Looking forward tosome liquid courage.I ignored the knocking on the door. Fuck whoever it might be! Me anddestiny had an engagement. I. ....................................................................................................................................................... Katy went up to her room, all sad and angry and closed the door behind her. She removed her clothes and climbed up the bed. As she was lying naked under the blanket, her mind started wandering to the thought of her mom and dad having wild sex in the night. The only confusion she had was that, why her name was being taken when they were having. Then, looking at him, I notice Robbie's asleep with a contented look on his face. From that time on I suck his third thumb regularly.When mom gets home there is usually a mad scramble as we have the supper that I've prepared, and then clean up before mom lies down. I take care of Robbie and, if it's early enough, we go to the park for some exercise before getting ready for bed. The park is usually full of people enjoying the evening. I enjoy watching the flow of families with their children in. Okay, go ahead." Y'know, uh..." She glanced back at the grocery store, and she folded one arm across her chest and propped the other on it, her cigarette in the air. She looked at me. "That's yer daddy in there, ain't it, that owns this store?" Mm-hm. My step-dad." Step-dad." Mm-hm." What happened t' yer real daddy?" He died. World War Two." Oh. Mm." She took a drag, looking at me. She flicked her cigarette again and looked around, slowly blowing smoke, thinking. "My daddy died in Korea. Then.