I still love it. It’s different now; I love carrying his baby. Even now, fat with a child, I love the look and feel of the slim muscular beings. ...omehow, I was made to see them and desire them as sexual beings. Maybe they’re weaning me off the drugs, maybe now I don't need the drugs to want to be with them. Day 185There’s a new woman next door. She looks young, twenty or so. I’ve seen a few like her, a run-away probably. She looks a little skinny. “You've found it, Honey,” I want to. He looked worried as I stopped in front of him and introduced myself. It took him a few seconds to realise who I was and he started to stutter out an introduction of his family. After a drive back to the house with conversation flowing easily, I asked for a shower so I could freshen up after the journey. After showering I realised with all the hurry of cleaning off I had no towel. Poking my head around the door, trying to cover my naked body, I called out for a towel. He stood in front of me. It was a Saturday, I and my other friends were having a drink near Kalyan Nagar, we started our session around 5 and we were quite drunk by 8ish, at around 9 Claudia texted me stating ssup? I replied that was having a drink with friends and later will crash at my friend’s place and get back home next morning, and sorry readers forgot to tell that Claudia met with an accident and she was not working for around 15 days, she had taken leave for a month.later our chat continued till 10 and she. He does party more than the rest of us, so he knows.”That wasn’t strictly true, but I knew boring when I saw it. Lexie and Mandy plopped into the open couch, leaving Lea to stand.“I dunno, what card game can we all play?”Slender little Autumn rolled out of the beanbag chair and stretched.“Never have I ever,” she grinned with a raised eyebrow.That might have been the most forward thing I’d ever heard her say.A smile spread over Lexie’s face. Mandy raised an eyebrow.“I dunno guys,” Lea said.