’ Ferry looked at me for a long time. I met her gaze. ‘I fucking hated you, Kyle. I mean really hated you for a long time.’ Even though her word... pierced me, I remained quiet. ‘Then I figured out that hating you was making me miserable. So, I tried to forget you. At least you stopped contacting me, so I was able to put you out of my mind for a while. And, during that while I did a lot of soul-searching. I also faced a number of issues I had buried. Maybe, the way things ended with us made me. Nah she is so beautiful, but all here are men and transsexuals (i know because there were some with tight panties and i could see the masculine member marked) maybe she is also" finally i found her, she was in the back sitting on a table, i saw her, she saw me, we both smile, but i was so mesmerized that i didnt noticed she was with another man, he was a big hairy guy with a beard, almost hairless and an open shirt, also robust. He had his arm around her shoulders. I was so dissapointed, while. We both figured we could manage any risk.Afternoon comes, during a meal we get on topic and Vince asks "Are you sure about this?" He asked that quite a few times. Finally after clean up my husband suggest Vince go get naked and comfortable in our bed. Just wait for her, he said. Vince did just that. My husband and I small talked about what comes next and he comes out with a box of Magnum brand condoms. I am getting excited with anticipation. We both disrobe and enter the room. I'm hoping Vince. I just use them to stay harder longer. But lately my psychological being has me in doubt as to whether or not what I have is appealing anymore to the ladies.I don’t know where or when I first got the idea to do this but at first I thought it was going to be an innocent flash with no repercussions. All I thought I would do is sit around my built-in pool with just a towel around myself and wait for the gal that comes to clean it weekly and try to flash her. I figured she would think I was.