Came the Doctor’s thoughts even as Alan was releasing another blue bolt. Again there was a scream of mental anguish. Just as suddenly the Doctor was...gone as Alan tried to follow him as fast as he could. This time there was far less territory to cover as the Doctor retreated. Finally the Doctor lost Alan near Berlin but not before Alan had eliminated everything south of Berlin to the Elbe. Still he felt he was a lot closer than ever before.Alan opened up still feeling a fading trace of the. The latter fueled a large degree of self guilt, the former caused him anguishHis only release was his nightly fantasies of her. Each night a sexual scenario played vividly within his mind. In the lonely man’s younger days, his greatest pleasure came from the oral explorations of his dear departed wife. She was gone now, dying suddenly from a heart attack a decade ago. He could not imagine trying to replace the woman who had filled his life with joy and wonderment for nearly a quarter of a. Now she stood on the stand. The auctioneer grab her and made her turn. She felt his hand rub down her backside and over her firm round ass, as he talked about her. Again she was turn to face the sea of white faces. She felt another hand on her, but this time the man grab the cloth and rip it off of her exposing her body to all.She felt the eyes upon her flesh. She had never been so exposed before so many men before. The same stick that had been used on the first girl now touched her. As the. Stacy is at the home moreoften than me so she would get better use out of the bigger bedroom.Today was a big day for me. I know I have been having many big days,but they come along more often when people are growing and becomingwho they are. Seeing who I am becoming makes me feel like a parent ofa baby. I see so many changes and me having so many milestones.Talking with Karen was great. We talked more about transitioning and Itold her about how I was coming about with a plan. I gave her.