I was walking in a shoppingmall and I spotted my girl. She was pushing a babycart, in which therewas a big balling black baby. I quickly checked hi... out. Yep, he wasmine for sure, black skin, thick lips and sloping forehead. The girlherself still pretty, but had gained a lot of weight and now had avacant conquered look in her eyes. I guess nursing my black baby wastaking a lot out of her. Not my problem, I laughed. Then I sawanother white schoolgirl walk out of a store. Her blonde. I shivered in the sudden draft of cool air, a front normally followed by yet more rain, and standing here scantily clad in this sudden change of weather, I rocked ever so lightly on my feet, as the giddyness of the wine and fresh air started to take effect.We were all feeling the effects and we were all high in both expectation and alcohol, yes like our male counterparts, we were getting pissed and wanted to fuck, later that night and compare notes the next day.It was getting dark as the clouds. Empty the pot. If I don’t have Nin, I’m nothing.”G: “That’s a bad idea. Better to think of finishing a mission that is incomplete for unknown reasons. And we won’t need all the money... $4.5 million will not be needed.”C: “We have that much?”G: “You have made a considerable amount since you won the gold medal at the Van Cliburn Competition the year you left Julliard. Mr. Antonin has had a series of successful assignments, as you know from looking at the folders in the file. And I have had some. I finish and turn off the water. I towel off and find my robe. I peek out at my bed. Still the little gremlin didn't put anything out. "Oh sure the day I have no ideas how to dress, you don't help me!" I yell out. I walk into my closet. I select a pair of jeans first off. "Good start." I say out loud. I pick a multi stripped sweater, in tans and brown's. I pull the sweater over my head. I select a pair of brown pantyhose and pull the slowly up my legs one leg at a time as I always do. I pull up.