” I stayed blank for a while and then overcame my astonishment. “Oh! That’s absolutely great. I am sure you have given your consent.” Mom must...have been foxed by my spontaneous reaction. She did not know what to say. Having gathered herself she retorted, “Shut up you silly kid. How could you dream even that I would accept such a proposal?” “But, why not, mom? You surely need a companion at such a young age.” “For that I have you at my disposal.” “But you cannot share all your discussions with. SV: (In an uncertain tone) Oh yes, honey. It sounds wonderful. (Sounding a bit more sure) I like thinking about what you have waiting under that under that skirt for me. Tell me all about it.BV: (Sounding excited) I do have a charming black lace slip with little flowers around the bodice and hemline. It makes me feel so... so... feminine.SV: You can't begin to know how that makes me feel. Tell me darling; if I were to slowly lift that slip over your knees just what would I see?BV: Well, I am. But that was the big question that I had. Intercourse. Fucking, as I had called it that night with Jukwaese, I remembered. Did I want to do that yet? Was I ready? What would happen if I did it? I wondered if Jukwaese would want to do it on our next date. Well, of course, he would want to, but would he really try? Would he expect it? And the biggest question I had - Would I do it?So the night came for our date. He took me to a movie. I did not see much of it. We sat in the back of the theater,. Men were scum easily baited by breasts, butts and the promise of satisfaction gained from sex in all its variations. This was the mantra of the Sojonit Order. Men could be controlled through sex and promises to part with their money, their riches and their secrets.While it was true in most cases, she had learned it could be different. Rex her step father never looked at her for what she was, but treated her like a real daughter.Nothing even remotley like the horror stories she heard in the.