"It has been hard for me, too. Harder than I thought." I know, sweetheart, I could tell." He touched my face, running his hand along my hair. "It's fu...ny, though. When we started all this, I don't believe I ever expected I'd have two women who loved me. I figured I'd love you, and she'd love you, but she and I would just be friends. When you told me how you loved us both, how you wouldn't pick one over the other, I didn't really understand, honestly. Now I do, and it really is hard. I love her,. ”“How ... responsible of you.”“I’ll thank you not to sneer,” I replied. “I didn’t want to take it further for a number of reasons ... my upbringing, the fact I had plans after high school ... and, my inexperience. I didn’t want to make a fool of myself.”Sarah snorted. “It’s never stopped you since I’ve known you.”I ignored her remark. “I invited her to the Junior Prom. We did the whole thing ... Tux, prom dress, dinner at Webster’s ... I think Andrea expected it to be the Big Night. When it. I could see a flash of her panties as I walked up behind her. Then, looking into her eyes, I said softly, "Let me."She nodded. I'm not sure either of us knew just what it was that she was going to allow me to do. I gently pulled the shirt from her hands and finished tugging it over her head, briefly hung up in her pony tail.Still looking at me, she dropped her hands to her sides and stood passively as I examined her... both the real and the reflected images in the soft yellow light one sees. .We'll find out on Thursday!" I shrug, earning excited giggles fromboth girls. "I, umm, need to use the ladies'..."I try to keep my cheeks from flushing as I head to the nearest toilet torelieve myself, all the while remembering my 'incident' with Stephaniefrom last year. As much as I may claim to be mature, and ready to be amother, the truth is that I still get over emotional at times, I stillreact poorly to some situations... But then again, so does everyone attimes. Loads of people become.