Someone might have thought I was literally battered at that moment but I still laughed about it and was entirely stunned and baffled that my body woul... react in such a way. Fear, perhaps, had flooded my senses, but afterwards came hugs and reassurance, with Johnny making sure I really was okay when I said I was fine. That is one of the most important things I have found to be a key point in BDSM; the trust and devotion between myself and my Master, the affection and constant reassurance that. She reminded me of Beth Ann the morning after we played with each other in the shower and made love on the bed. Both ladies had drifted off to sleep, each time giving me cover to be the voyeur I always knew I was. Now I indulged my decided voyeuristic bent as Colleen's naked body lay before me.All good things eventually end, and Colleen suddenly opened her eyes, saw me watching her sleep, and squealed. She pulled the sheet around her and hurried off to the bathroom, shutting the door firmly. Is that clear? Do you accept?" Laurie laid down the law."Yes, I accept. Sorry, I've been such a cunt. I just used to have my way most of the time, so it has been an adjustment. My previous sponsor was easy to manipulate, as long as I slept with him and did all of the things that he wanted me to do. Franco was never a lousy husband or sex partner, so I don't mind that part. I've also done it with girls, mostly to please my last sponsor. It wasn't so bad, especially after he had the modifications. Almost immediately after their engagement, Elaine's behaviour became evenmore extreme, almost as if she was now sure she'd snared her man and nolonger needed to make an effort. From having a reasonably regular sexlife, things changed to them having missionary-position sex only onSaturday mornings and then only if Elaine was "in the mood'. She cut herhair short, began putting on weight and ceased dressing in anything thatcould be considered remotely sexy.As a result, Stuart grew increasingly.