Another wave of shame ran through me as I realized again that I was nothing but a piece of meat to these men, and that I wanted their cocks more then ...nything.“Damn, this little bitch may just take it all.” Charlie stated amazed.He kept pushing his cock into my throat, I couldn’t breathe at all and I began to struggle, choking on his massive dick. The other men held me firmly as Charlie forced the last of it into my mouth I felt like I was going to pass out as I saw spots in front of my eyes. I. Sitting down again, James said that he hoped that the Silvertons didn’t mind if he had fixed another drink when he finished with the first one. They said that they didn’t. “Excuse me, will you for a minute,” Samantha said. The gentlemen excused her while she went to check on dinner. Seconds later Samantha announced that dinner was ready. The dinner was Cheese Enchiladas and French wine. During dinner Douglas made a bet with James concerning Samantha. The bet was that Samantha wouldn’t have. They're too rough and aggressive. I should have put you up for adoption the day you were born." Then she'd become cold and distant. She'd threaten to abandon me or put me in an orphanage if I turned out to be like my father. I was terrified. Mother was all I had and I needed her love and approval. So I tried hard to please her -- and what pleased her was for me to be gentle and submissive and take an interest in things feminine.When other boys played cowboy or soldier, I remained close to. "I want to take ‘your’ chastity interest up to a higher level paul." Sir tells me. "What do you mean, Sir?" I asked him. We'd talked about drawing out my orgasms from once a month as they average now to 6-months and even longer! Sir wanted to see just how long I could stand it being locked in my chastity device, all the while being unmercifully teased and tormented almost daily before being locked back up with no chance of relief to my aching balls!Sir tells me, ?I think it would be fun to try.