I was not the best looking girl in my batch but i managed to come in top 10. Many boys gave me good attention and i had few hook-ups in first 2 years ...f college but nothing lasted more then couple of months. At home , i had my mother only dad had expired when i was 4 year old .. Mom took real care of me by working in a it firm . We never had any money problems in our life mom earned well and had enough of family wealth too. Life was happening cool and full of adventures mom had less time to see. ??What?? Kitty gasped in shock.?Ashley,? I reminded her quietly, ?you were the one that wanted to go sobadly. You were so passionate about why it was a better choice thanWhateley. Why would you think about doing something like that???I was afraid, okay?? she nearly shouted as the tears finally broke freeand streamed down her face. ?When I got that email I suddenly realized Iwould have to leave home, leave Wolf Springs, and go somewhere I didn?tknow was safe. I?d have to go out into the world. You and Howard are not prepared for that. Using birth control may help prevent having babies but sex is not just for pleasure it has lots of emotional side effects which are intended to help adults stay together and care for the babies. Those emotional side effects can become a problem for younger people and for people who do it just for pleasure. Even those who do it for the pleasure of the other person in the relationship.’ A lot to think about but it didn’t really sink in. Dad said, ‘You are. "I looked at the pamphlet I had dropped. 'The Naked in School Program'. "What the fuck?" As I said, Mr. McElroy, if you do not feel up to participating, we will select another student and move your participation to later in the year."Around me, the rest of the students were slowly, nervously, undressing.I could feel the spark of the first clear emotion I had felt in days welling up inside me. Rage. "Why would you pick me now?" We selected the first round of students last year because we knew.