"Hey, just wear a hoodie or a baggy sweater and no onewill notice."Deekan let out a sigh, but was resigned to just dealing with it now."Yeah, I'll try...that, thanks."The players went their separate ways and Deekan went to his room. He wasgoing through his wardrobe for possible concealing clothes when Lexicame in with the other bag. She smiled and said, "Hey, listen, I knowyou didn't pick it so this is totally optional but if you get the urge,these are here."Deekan just kept searching. Fine.. I could hear Ashlie, the blonde cheer captain, screaming at me through it.“Where are you!!!!!” it read, every exclamation mark an accusation. “We need you! We’re short because of you!!!!!”I knew that. I knew everyone was counting on me, and yet I was terrified. Husky Stadium held so many people. And it sounded pack. It was the first home game of the year, and every one at UW knew I was a cheerleader. Everyone for the last week had been telling me how excited they were to see me perform.It was. I was alone for a long time after that. Then I met Emma and I haven’t really tried after that. You catching the drift here? Even I don’t have to be a rocket scientist to tell that Emma was my one last chance. I messed that up, and I doubt that I’ll ever get another chance before I check out. You might not have noticed, but it gets harder the older you get. I just decided one day while I was shaving that I’m just not good at finding somebody to love, that’s all. Everybody’d good at something,. I led her out and she pressed her young body against me and wrapped her arms around me. My hands were on the bare skin of her back and I slid them over the silky fabric covering her firm ass and squeezed. Her sweet little tits pressed against my chest. We finished the song and went over to a couch. She ordered another drink. She was getting buzzed for sure. She draped her long legs over my lap and snuggled close. I had my arm around her and my hand was dangerously close to grazing one of her.