Taking Angie with me to the bathroom helps a little bit so now I do that instead but I don’t feel as safe as when Mum was there. It probably seems a...bit weird to take your little sister into the bathroom when you’re going to the toilet but it’s part of potty training to model going to the toilet so I just tell everyone I’m starting Angie’s potty training again and nobody says anything.I’m writing this and I suddenly thought that Dan would come into the bathroom with me if I asked him. He. Later, my Mom called to me saying, "Hey, sweetie. My back hurts, would you please give me a massage?" That was very unusual, since my Mom doesn't usually ask for massages from anyone, but I guess that's expected since she works her ass off cleaning the house, taking care of us, and having a job of her own. She laid down on her stomach on the couch, waiting for me to give her a massage. I told her, "Sure, Mom. I was bored anyway." I was reluctant at first, but I thought that it would be weird. After listening to the racist bullshit at the in-laws all day and the same all night at the bar, I needed time to myself.I awoke early on Black Friday to go shopping and decide what I was going to do. I spent the day shopping and by noon I had a car full of gifts and was exhausted. I kept dropping packages on my way to the car, "Miss can we help you?"I looked up to see two very large black men offer assistance, "Thank you, but I don't think....." and I trailed off before finishing."Southern. I boldly slipped my arm around her slender waist and stole a kiss on her cheek. "I had a dream about you last night Janine!" I whispered. " What kind of dream?" She wondered, making no move to escape my youthful embrace. "Oh, I dreamed we were on a little island out in the lake and no one was around and...and we were naked!" "Mmmmm!" She replied. "Nice dream!" Then, Janine looked towards the still silent tent where her mom and sister slept and, satisfied that they were sound.