I like what I’ve become, what you’ve helped me to become and I want more, much more. So from now on, I turn myself over to you, I trust you comple...ely with my heart and my body. Show me how to be beautiful and sexy and how to be the fantasy girl that I want to be.’ Erica said ‘Dress me up. Show me off, display me to anyone you want, but in the end I only want you. Alan all I want is to be beautiful for you and for you to take me home and love me for the rest of my life. I’ve made the first. I run my thumb across her bottom lip absentmindedly, only realizing that’s what I’m doing when it registers that I can’t take my eyes of them. I force my eyes to hers. ‘I cannot believe you just said that. I can’t. Really. It’s taking me a minute to process.’ She fucking laughs at me again, and that’s what brings me back to the surface. ‘Frankie…’ I swallow another time. ‘I…I just…’ I can’t do it. I shake my head. I think I might actually cry, I’m so fucking happy and probably a pansy-assed. .while my hand would quietly either untuck your top or find its way up the already unloosed material, and then slowly walk up finger by finger to the small of your back and up to your clasped bra where (with one finger) I’d unclasp it and work my hand around to the front and begin gently massaging the outer portion of your right breast while my right hand would move inside your skirt and slowly trace over your wet panties...over those wonderful lips...and then trace with a delicate touch. You're leaving this crazy house and these evil people right now!" No, honey ... I've made up my mind. I would have done the same things last week, voluntarily, if Jake had wanted; but he didn't want them."She went over to Jen and hugged her. "It's Sandi that's right. If this is to be a true catharsis, I have to go through with it ... and you have to understand why it's necessary, and why you shouldn't make the same mistakes, even unintentionally"Jen pushed her away. "You're CRAZY, Gran!" She.