It's difficult to put into words how this made me feel. I supposed the simplest explanation is I am a person who has always felt insecure unless I had...the acceptance of everybody. I have an innate desire to make everybody happy and most of all, the people who probably care for me least. In short, I felt myself slipping deeper and deeper into a dark and lonely crevice between the two groups, much like the divide I by now felt separating me from the Vanilla world I'd once known. More than this,. " The more in charge looking woman commented."I also didn't murder him for you at the time. I'm sorry you guys like your euphemisms. I didn't eliminate him for you." I said aloud."So your excuse was that it would have exceeded your orders. Was that the real reason," the man I knew as Drake asked."Drake, if during a field operation you think there is only one reason for an agents actions, you are a virgin." I said keeping my voice as even as possible. "I know you are supposed to have real field. The school day was pretty normal for that time of the year. During our break Billy had asked me if I wanted to come to his place after school, his parents were gone for the weekend and he have the house all to himself. I immediately said yes thinking there would be no harm done. So I counted down the time before I could hang with Billy. I hadn’t thought of the porno that I saw in a long time but for some reason the images crept into my mind. I shook them off as nothing more than just. Pulled my puffy, pink lips, into his mouth and lapped up my hot sticky juices. I’d been eaten before, but it’d never felt this good.It was amazing! Toomuch more of this and I’d cum. “Oh Jake, please, fuck me now!” I begged him.He lifted his head and looked deep into my eyes.“Yes, Mum”, He answered, as if I’d asked him to do something as routine as hanging up his coat.What followed was anything but routine.He pushed himself up on his strong young arms, and edged forwards. He leant over me and.